Come Heal with Me
Healing from narcissistic abuse is an incredible journey of highs, lows, and in betweens.
There are days where I feel like I’m on top of the world, days where I am so proud of myself, and days where my inner strength feels unbeatable.
There are also days where I feel like I’ve failed, days where I am blah, moments where I freeze and just get lost in a dark world, and my inner strength is getting pounded down by glaciers of hard, sharp, miserable ice.
There are days where I just feel like I’m floating by, not super content while not fully being uneasy. Just going through the day.
I want to tell my story. I want to bring even more awareness and help others who have survived the evil that is narcissism. As ready as I am, I am also hesitant. I wrote my first post of my story and for the next few days I kept having flashbacks to certain moments of life with my ex and it would take me some time to snap back into my reality now; a beautiful life for me and my daughter with the man I prayed for; one who is the true definition of a husband and father.
It’s important throughout this healing journey we give ourselves grace during those difficult moments through time. This has been such an interesting learning experience for me and one that has made such a positive impact on my life. I’ve started learning and putting into practice, falling in love with myself. And oh what a beautiful thing that is. After years of being made to suppress any emotion I had, to be hollered at for, you ready for this?, putting the toilet paper on the “wrong way”, to be showered with love one day and sprayed with such unnatural evil the next, really took my mental strength and buried it so far down it took 4 years for me to find it again.
So here I am, on this beautiful rollercoaster of healing and I would love if you would join me.